She was standing leaning against a tree trunk in a large garden with various plants that adorned the area, birds were happily flying in the garden making a chirping sound as the sun set slowly, the view was so beautiful and breath taking, even though she was staring at the view with her eyes wide open, she was just staring at the setting sun absentmindedly, she was far away in her thoughts, from her side was a hospital worker in her mid 40s, the doctor looked at her and looked at her calmly and said "The evening is coming, let's go and do ablution" She just looked at the doctor without blinking as if she didn't understand what she was saying, then tears started to gather in her eyes and she was breathing slowly, the doctor took her hand and pulled her body calmly and said "C'mon sweet heart, are you breaking ur promise already?"  She laid her head on the doctor's body, some tears following others on her face, the doctor closed her eyes and patted her whole body gently, together they turned around hearing footsteps in the garden, he stopped where he was and looked at them, the doctor began to greet him respectfully, she slipped her body away from the doctor's and turned her back on him as if she didn't want to see him, tears welled up in her eyes, she felt like her breath would take her away like always, she burst into tears and hugged the trunk of the tree beside her, the doctor didn't even respond to her greetings and turned to leave the garden, the doctor quickly came to her seeing that she was about to fall, she started trying to sit her down on the soft carpet that was spread out trying to calm her down and said "Oh my sister, why won't you fulfill the promise you made to me?"  Her voice was trembling and she said "Be patient, I can't do it, God willing" She hugged the doctor and slowly let out a loud moan of pity for her, she attended different cases in her career as a medical Doctor but no one had ever lifted her mind or stayed in her life like this lady of God, she wished she could take away her pains, she wished she could make her happy once more, she wished she could make her forget the past and face the present, slowly the doctor said "Halysaah...." Khaleesat raised her teary eyes looking at the doctor, the doctor said "Be patient Halysaah, be patient" Khaleesat lowered her eyes and said nothing, the doctor lifted her up holding her hand and they left the garden to the main compound of the house. 

Few years back!

 "Talk to Abdul about it, I know he will never agree to this, and he will definitely find a way out for you immediately..." Khaleesat raised her big eyes and looked at her friend Safiyyah, as if she was not going to say anything, then she lowered her eyes slowly and said "That will be another huge burden Safiyyah, you know how expensive an apartment can be in this state, a house that is very expensive, and I told you I will not ask him anything again, or if he does anything to me..." Safiyyah said "Cabdi, then if you don't ask him, do you have anyone to ask? Not even knowing his character, in one moment he will turn the situation against you, I think just letting him know is better for you to feel better" Khaleesat was silent, considering what Safiyyah said, then she lowered her heart and shook her head and said "It's fine Safiyyah, I don't have to tell him I will cope in sha Allah, after all we have just a year and a half to go" Safiyyah looked at her and took her hand and said "If you come back to me, I will tell them  "Will my aunt come and stay with us for a while?"  Khaleesat shook her head and said "Let not inconvenience them Safiyyah, don't worry about it, I will sort my self out...." Safiyyah said "No, I will talk to Ya Musty about your current situation khaly, I know you won't say no, your wife is a big fan of the air, and do I even care? You don't even know what she does to me, she doesn't cook for me every night except when I look for something to eat since your brother Ya Musty is on the night shift, and you know I prefer junk food, I only mix cornflakes and drink my own water" Khaleesat smiled and said "Is that what you want me to do with you? You are very funny" Safiyya turned her eyes and said "So what? I saw that you wouldn't stay with me when you come home, Yaya Mustyn is my cousin brother or did you forget? That's why whether she wanted me or not I have to stay at home until I finish my studies, very wicked and self centered woman, by God don't worry if I just say it to Ya Musty just pick up your things and come home or  Tomorrow is…