My heart had already decided that I would not follow Ado, because I realized that the best option for me was to stay with my mother and my family. It was impossible for me to leave my mother in such sadness, grief, worry, and incomparable longing. Everyone knows my mother, and knows that she loves nothing more than me. Ado himself assured me that it was Innan's deep love for me that made her quickly forgive him for the wrongs he had done to her before our marriage. She also quickly took him back to her, by improving their relationship, and honored his case by ordering me to give him a gift. If he knew this, then he should not have ordered me to go to the village, if that was not on his and Mama's agenda.  Since Marnan chose him and asked him to give it to me.

So I don't believe them to agree one hundred percent, so I won't follow him, I will choose to stay in our house and leave him, to leave him and leave Mama's temptation, I will never allow

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his three-month love to deceive me and leave my mother, to leave her in pain and sorrow

after I know that the love she has for me is the real one, the original one, the one that never ends

because there is no pretense or any manipulation in it, because she doesn't do it for me, she does it to show me something interesting.

And what about the decoration?  Even if he really loves me, he started loving me when he was offered to marry me, since since I came to his house, I have not seen a single sign that he meant to show me hatred or enmity. Since my arrival, he has been trying to convince me, to have peace and good relations with me, but before this time, there was no such relationship between us, and if that is the case, then I can say that he saw a trick that he realized that if he played it, he would lose it and lose himself.  By beating and showing off his strength and knowing that he would never get her, since he and I were not friends, he knew that I knew him, so he quickly threw away his weapons and sought a way to persuade her and be kind not only to me, but also to her, my children and the rest of my family. And if I say that Ado changed his mind because of me and withdrew from helping his sister out of jealousy by humiliating her so that they could make my mother more sad than she already was? Well, he was not idle, because I know that many men could do the same to me, since even if I never considered myself to be attracted to beautiful women, because of the beautiful sisters I was with, Aliya and Atika, who were both white, and they also had long hair because they looked like my mother.  I know since I was a little girl I heard my mother tell me that they are not better than you, that black people are not bad, that your father is a good man, I did not believe that until I grew up to be a perfect young woman, I saw you standing tall and did not need to wear high heels, because my height was enough for me. I only do it sometimes for fun, I have beautiful eyes with very white and abundant eyebrows and eyelashes, and I am not a thin girl, I also have a full chest and a large stomach that allows my determination to come out, my hair is not long, but it is full and soft.  My dark skin has started to improve because Inna

didn't allow me to apply any oil without first sitting

and giving him a special treatment, not because the skin

changed from its dark color, but rather to make it softer and more beautiful.

And I am a lover of cleanliness and

scent at all times, I think that these reasons are the ones that pulled Ado away and became the reason that prevented him from having the courage to continue

to help his sister and fight the jealousy like he used to, and he saw that instead of doing that, he would end up losing me, it would be better for him to keep marrying him if he wanted to or whatever would come next, he didn't care.

So if that's the case, then my love for him has a reason,

unlike Inna's and he is blind, she only does it

she loves me in every situation and she will never stop, so I will not let her go after any other

Ado.