iya rayuwa babu zuciyarsa. Idan kinga Sadauki ya daina sonki to numfashin sa ne ya bar jikinsa. Idan kinga na rabu dake Diyam to kirjina aka tsaga aka cire zuciyata daga ciki. Nine ya kamata in kasance cikin tsoron watarana zaki rabu dani, ina tsoron idan innarki ta ki amincewa dani Baffa zai hanani aurenki, ina tsoron in kin girma zaki samu wani wanda ya fini kudi wanda ya fini asali kice kin fasa dani" na girgiza kai na nace "never, ba dai Diyam ba, Diyam ai kai take so tun kafin ta san menene so, da kai ta saba da kai kuma za tayi rayuwa insha Allah. Rayuwa babu kai will not be only unbearable but also unimaginable. I can't imagine Diyam without Sadauki" sai ido na ya kawo kwalla, yace "zaki fara kukan ko? I am here and I am going no where"

Muka zauna akan bench ya fara bani labarin gida, ana yake gaya min Baffa ya siya masa fili, yace "filin fa babba ne sosai, wai ashe for years yana tara min kudin aikin da nakeyi masa a garage shine yakara akai yasiya min. Yace duk sanda natashi yi mana ginin gidan mu sai inyi akai. Sannan kuma ya fara bani salary a garage kamar sauran ma'aikata" nayi murmushi nace "inye, kaga masu albashi" ya daga gira yace "ya kika gani?" Nace "Baffa ya kyauta. Allah ya saka mishi" yace "ameen. Problem din da nake fuskanta daga Ummah ne, tun ba yau ba kinsan nake fama da ita akan ta kaini dangin babana taki, ni kuma yanzu ina ganin kamar har da rashin su a tare dani ne yake kara kiyayyata a zuciyar Inna, ina so su shiga rayuwata Inna ta gansu tun yanzu amma kullum Ummah tana ce min wai ba yanzu ba, wai lokaci bai yi ba. I just hope ba zai zama too late ba" nace "it won't be, ni nasan Ummah kuma na tabbatar tana da dalilinta".

Ya sunkuyar da kai yana kallon kafarsa fuskarsa da alamun damuwa, naji nima zuciyata babu dadi sai nayi niyyar saka shi dariya nace "Sadauki kaga wani kwaro zai shigar maka ido rufe idonka inga ni" sai kuwa ya biye min ya rufe idonsa, sai kuma na shagalta da kallon fuskartasa. Fuskarsa bata cika tsaho ba kuma ba za'a kirata da zagayayyiya ba. Gashin girarsa mai cika ne da laushi kamar yadda gashin kansa yake, dogon hancinsa da kofofin suke budewa da sauri da sauri a yanzu alamun bugun zuciyarsa ya karu, madaidaicin bakinsa mai dauke da lips a slightly lighter than his dark skin color kuma suke zagaye da kyakykyawan sajensa mai laushi da kyalli, abinda yafi ɗaukan hankalina a fuskarsa sune zarazaran gashin idonsa da suka yi kama da irin wanda yammata suke sakawa a gidan kwalliya.

Sai kuma nayi dariya, ya bude idonsa yana kallona yace "what? Ya fita?" Nace "wallahi gashin idonka irin na yammata ne" ya bata rai yace "Diyam kin raina ni Wallahi, dan kinga gurin kwana na ko?"

Sanda aka zo min general visiting sai naga anxo har da Ummah wannan karon, abinda ba'a taba yi ba. Naji dadi sosai muka zauna mukayi ta hira, muka ci abinci har da Baffa. Da zasu tafi kawai sai na fara kuka, abinda na dade banyi ba. Baffa yace min "ki zama yarinyar kirki Diyam, ki rike addinin ki kuma ki dage da addu'a akan komai ya same ki. Allah yayi miki albarka" sai na rungume shi ina kuka, yana dariya yace "yau kuma shagwabar kaina tazo?" Ya cire hannu na daga jikinsa, Ummah tace "zo ni ki rungume ni tunda shi baya so" na sake shi kuwa na tafi na rungume ta, sannan na juya na rungume inna itama. Ina kallo suka shiga mota suka tafi, sai naki kamar wani part nawa ya tafi tare dasu.

Kafin muyi hutu Sadauki ya sake dawowa. Wannan karon shida wani abokinsa suka zo kuma shine karo na farko da Sadauki ya fara introducing dina a gurin abokinsa, Ahmad Muhammad, na rike sunan ne saboda a ranar mun jima muna musu akan Ahmad da Muhammad duk suna daya ne. Sai kuma mukayi hirar carrier, shi Ahmad yace babu abinda yake so ya zama inya girma irin dan sanda, yace "duk ranar da na zama commissioner of police duk wadannan yan iskan da suke yawo a gari sai na rufe su" Sadauki kuma yace "ni kam whatever zan zama nan gaba a rayuwa will have to do with cars. Ni ina da wani passion sosai akan motoci" sai suka tambayeni ni kuma fa? Na girgiza kai na nace "I don't know gaskiya" Ahmad yace "with time zaki yi finding your place in the society kema".

Tunda hutu ya kusa nake jin babu dadi kamar wadda zanyi rashin lafiya amma kuma ciwon yaki zuwa, haka nayi exams din duk babu dadi. Ko kitson hutu banyi ba. Ranar hutun kuwa sai jidda ce ta hada mana kayan mu ta kai mana bakin gate. Har ta dawo ina kwance akan gado kawai naki hawaye yana bin fuskata, tazo ta tsaya tana kallona tace "kuka kuma Halima? Wani abun ne yake miki ciwo?" Nace "zuciya ta ce babu dadi jidda, ji nake kamar bani da lafiya amma kuma lafiya ta kalau, gaba na sai faduwa yake yi jidda" tazo ta rike ni tace "to ai addu'a zaki ke yi, innalillahi wa inna ilaihir rajiun , ba wai kuka ba" na fara yi kuwa sai naji naji dadi. Muka fito tare akayi assembly aka sallame mu kowa yana murna bandani.

A ka'ida duk ranar hutu kafin a bude gate su Baffa suke zuwa, amma yau sai naga an bude ana ta daukan sauran dalibai bandani. Na samu kofar wani class na zauna idona akan gate din makarantar amma ko motar da tayi kama da tamu ban gani ba. Har aka zo daukan jidda tazo tayi min sallama ta tafi. Har akayi sallar azahar shiru. A lokacin I was beyond crying kawai dai a zaune nake kamar mutum mutumi. Can sai ga wani malamin mu yazo inda nake yace "Halima? Ki zo anzo daukanki" na mike jiki ba kwari na bishi ina ta baza idon ganin Baffana ko Sadauki. Muna shiga staffroom sai naga Abba, baban su Rumaisa. Na tsaya kawai ina kallonsa yace "Diyam babu gaisuwa?" Sai na durkusa na gaishe shi malaman gurin suna ta kallona. Ya tashi da kansa ya zuba min kayana a motarsa sannan yace min inzo mu tafi, sai da muka shiga mota sannan nace "Abba ina Baffa yake?" Ya dauke kansa yace "sun taho motar su ta samu matsala, shine yayi min waya ni kuma na taho daga gumel yace dan Allah in biyo in taho dake" na gyada kaina kawai ina forcing zuciyata ta yarda da maganar sa.

Har muka shiga Kano bamu kara magana ba, na kwantar da kaina na rufe ido na kamar bacci nake yi amma ido na biyu. Na bude ido na kallon inda muke naga ba hanyar gida bane ba nace "Abba ba gida zamu tafi ba?" Yace "zan karbi wani sakona ne anan akth" na koma na kwanta. Ina ji muka shiga asibitin har mukayi packing, na daga kaina kadan ina kallon inda muka tsaya "Accidents and Emergencies" sai kuma ido na ya hango min wata kamar Aunty Fatima a tsaye a kofar gurin, sai na bude kofa na fita idanuna suna kara tabbatar min ita din ce amma zuciyata ta kasa yarda. Ina zuwa kusa da ita na lura kuka take yi, na bude baki zanyi mata magana sai na hango Inna a cikin hall din, Mama ta rike ta tana ta rusa kuka kamar ranta zai fita. Kamar mutum mutumi haka nake tafiya har nazo kusa dasu, sai naji muryar Ummah daga gefena tace "Diyam!!" Na juyo na zube idanuna a kanta, she looked old, ban taba ganinta a irin wannan yanayin ba amma kuma babu hawaye ko digo a idonta, "Diyam" ta sake fada sanda ta karaso kusa dani ta miko hannu da niyyar rungume ni amma sai ta sulale ta fadi kasa ta suma akan kafafuwana.

Tsayawa nayi kawai ina kallonta yayinda jama'a da ma'aikatan asibitin sukayi kanta. "Addah" naji muryar Asma'u a bayana, na juyo lokacin data karaso da gudu ta rungume ni

"addah mun shiga uku, Baffa da Sadauki sunyi accident kuma duk sun mutu"

Na cire hannunta daga jikina na dan tura ta kadan ina kallon fuskartada take cike da hawaye, sai kuma naji wani abu yana fusgata zuwa wani daki da naga wani doctor ya fito daga ciki yanzu. Na tura kofar dakin ina kallon gadaje guda biyu da suke a cikin dakin, sannan na kalli wadanda suke kan gadajen. Gadon farko wanda yake kai an lullube shi har fuskarsa. Gado na biyu kuma an rufe shi zuwa kirjinsa. Sadauki. Daga inda nake ina iya hango jinin daya jika sumar kansa ya bata katifar da yake kai.
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Maman Maama

Episode Twenty One : The Two Corpses 2

Na dauke idona daga fuskarsa na mayar kan daya gadon da yake gaba na, sannan a hankali na taka na isa gaban gadon na saka hannu biyu na yaye sheet din da aka rufe mutumin. Idona ya sauka akan Baffa, kamar Sadauki shima gashinsa a jike da jini amma fuskarsa tas da ita babu emotions kamar mai bacci, na jima ina kallon sa dan ina jin ban taba yi masa cikakken kallo irin na yau ba. Kofa aka bude daga bayana wata nurse ta shigo da sauri tace "what .. ?" Sai kuma tayi shiru, ta karbe sheet din daga hannuna ta mayar ta rufe shi sannan ta kama hannuna ta jani kamar wata robot ta fita dani. Gurin su Inna ta kaini, wadda har yanzu take jikin Mama tana ta kuka, hannun ta daya rike da Asma'u. Nurse din tace "tare kuke da wannan yarinyar?" Inna ta kalle ni, da alama sai yanzu ta lura da zuwa na asibitin, tayi sauri ta jawo ni tana gyada wa nurse din kai tace "yata ce, yata ce" cikin kuka. Sai kuma ta rungume ni tana kara sautin kukanta.

Mama tace "haba addah, ya zaki saka yara a gaba kiyi ta wannan kukan haka? Da wanne zasu ji. Dan Allah ki rage wannan kukan inba so kike kema ki yanke jiki ki fadi ba" ta jawo ni daga jikin Inna ta zaunar dani a kan benchi ta rike fuskata tace "kai kiyi kuka kinji Diyam? Kiyi ta karanta innalillahi wa inna ilaihir rajiun" na gyada mata kai ina kallonta. To ni kukan me zanyi ne bayan nasan mafarki nake yi? Yanzu zan farka amma bana so in farka din sai Baffa da Sadauki sun tashi.

Wata nurse naga ta fito daga wani daki da sauri ta kira doctor sun koma tare, sai na samu kaina da mikewa na bisu amma ban shiga ba sai na tsaya a bakin kofar ina kallon ciki ta glass din jikin kofar. Ummah na hango akan gado, nurses biyu da likita daya a kanta suna ta kokarin bata taimako. Sai kuma ta fara convulsing, idanunta suka kakkafe doctor din yana ta kokarin reviving dinta amma sai jikinta ya saki. Ina kallo suka yi ta aaunata sannan doctor din ya kalli nurse din data dauko takarda da biro yace "time od death: 4:35" sannan ya bude kofa ya wuce ni jikinsa duk a sanyaye.

"Death" na maimaita. "Ummah, Baffa, Sadauki" na fada a hankali ina jin kaina yana juyawa. Na bi bayansa a hankali naga ya tafi gurin su Inna yayi musu wata magana, sai naga Inna ta saki hannun Asma'u da sauri ta rufe bakinta ta durkushe a gurin, Mama tana ta salati ita ma su Aunty Fatima suna tayata. Da sauri Inna tazo ta wuce ni ta shiga dakin da Ummah take sai kuma ta sake fitowa da sauri ta hada kanta da bakin kofar tana kuka kamar ranta zai fita. Tunda nake a lokacin ban taba ganin Inna cikin tashin hankali irin na yau ba.

Muryar yaya ladi na jiyo ta shigo gurin. "Innalillahi wa inna ilaihir rajiun. La haula wala quwata illah billah. Wayyo Usumanu wayyo Aliyu, yanzu aka kira ni akace sunyi hatsari an kawo su nan. Ya jikin nasu? Ya kuke ta kuka haka?" Kowa ya kalleta sai dai ya kara kukansa, ta rike kafada ta "Halima? Ina marasa lafiyan suke? Ina Zainabu kuma? Ya banganta anan ba?"

Nurses ne su biyu suka zo suka kamata suka jata gefe, duk suma a diririce suke suna yi mata magana, bana jin me suke cewa amma can naji ta saka wani kuka mai ban tausayi sannan ta wuce mu da sauri ta shiga dakin da Ummah take. Alhaji Babba ne da kawu Isa suka shigo gurin, Alhaji Babba yana fada

"menene hakan duk kun cika asibiti da koke koke? Kukan zai dawo dasu ne? Kun kuma san babu kyau yiwa mamaci kuka ko? Fatima ki riko yaran ke kuma Hafsa ki kamo Amina mu zamu taho da gawawwakin ayi musu wanka ayi musu suttura tun kafin magrib tayi".

Wannan maganar tasa ita ta dawo dani cikin hayyacina, lokaci daya naji reality din mutuwar ya doke ni. Na juya da sauri ina kallon kofar dakunan da gawawwakin suke. "Baffa!!" Na fada da iyakacin karfina "Sadauki!! Ummah" Aunty Fatima tayi saurin rufe min baki na da hannunta tace "kul Diyam, ba'a yiwa mamaci ihu". Sai na mayar da kaina jikinta na kwanta na rufe ido ba tare da na sake cewa komai ba. Nasan dai mun shiga mota sannan mun fita, sai kuma naji mun shiga gida mun shiga daki an zaunar dani akan kujera. Sannan ne na bude ido ana ganni a palon Inna, Asma'u tana zaune kusa dani tasha kuka ta koshi, ina jiyo tashin sautin kukan Ummah sama sama amma ban juya ba ballantana in kalli inda take.

Muryar Alhaji Babba naji ya shigo gidan, ya daga labilen palon Inna yace "a dauke carpet din palonsa sai muyi masa wanka a can" na runtse idona ina so hawaye ya fito min amma babu. Muna nan zaune sai muka ji hayaniya kuma, muryar Alhaji Babba "ku fita da ita daga gidan nan, ai tun sanda ya aure ta mun gaya masa babu mu babu ita, dan haka yanzu ma babu mu babu ita" sai muryar yaya ladi tana kuka. Ji nayi kamar in tashi in shake shi, how dare he said that a ranar da Baffa ya bar duniya? A ranar da Ummah ta bar duniya?" Rigima sosai har makota suka fara taruwa, sai ga dattijon mutumin da har yau yaya ladi take gidan sa yazo yace "a gidan aurenta za'ayi mata suttura kamar kowacce matar aure, kai kuma baka isa ka hana ba in kuma zaka iya to ka dauko yan sanda" ganin mutane suna ta kallonsa accusingly ya saka Alhaji Babba ya ja baya ya bari aka shigo da gawar Ummah. Na tambayi kaina to ina Sadauki kuma?

Tare akayi musu suttura, shi a palonsa ita a nata, sannan aka zo aka fita dasu ta gabanmu a tare. Na bi su a baya nayi musu rakiya har bakin gate sannan na tsaya ina kallo aja jera gawawwakin su akayi musu sallah a tare aka dauke su zuwa gidan su na karshe.

Na koma gida ina tafi ina hada hanya. A tsakar gida na durkusa a cure a guri daya ina kara tambayar kaina ina Sadauki? Ji nake nima inama dai mala'ikan mutuwar zai zo ya hada dani. Mama ce tafito ta ganni a gurin, sai ta dauko tabarma ta shimfida mana muka zauna ta jani zuwa cinyarta na kwanta. Anan mukayi sallar magrib, sai ga yaya ladi ta fito tazo inda nake ta shafa kaina tace "sannu Halima, Allah yaji kansu yayi musu rahama, shi kuma Aliyu Allah ya bashi lafiya" na dago kai da sauri na ina kallonta sai naji tace wa Mama "zan koma asibiti inga halin da yake ciki" Mama tace "to Allah ya jishe mu alkhairi" nace da Mama "waye a abibitin?" Tace "Sadauki mana" naji wani abu mai nauyi daya tokare tun daga zuciyata zuwa makogwarona ya janye, numfashi na ya fara fita da sauri nace "Sadauki? Ba tare suka mutu ba? Na dauka ko an kai gawarsa wani gurin" ta rike hannuna tace "Sadauki bai mutu ba ya samu buguwa ne a kansa shi yasa doctors sukayi sedating dinsa. Baffanku kuma tun kafin a kawo su asibiti ya cika, Ummah kuma tashin hankali ne ya saka ta yanke jiki ta fadi, jininta yayi mugun hawan da cikin yan mintina ta mutu" naji wani abu yana sauka daga kai na zuwa kafafuwana. Sadauki is alive. Then there is hope for me.

A daren ranar banyi bacci ba, muna kwance ina rungume da Asma'u da take ta jera ajjiyar zuciya saboda kukan da tasha, sai da naga ta samu bacci mai nauyi sannan na zame jikina na fita palo, Inna na gani zaune akan sallaya ta rufe fuskarta da hannayenta tana kuka a hankali, sai na wuce ta na shiga toilet nayo alwala nafito nima na tayar da Sallah, yau shine daren Baffa da Ummah na farko a kabarinsu kuma nasan suna bukatar adduoin mu sosai. Har na idar da sallolina Inna tana kuka, sai na kwanta akan sallayar na dora kaina akan cinyoyinta sannan nima na samu kuka yazo min.

Washegari yan Kollere suka zo, gida ya cika taf ana ta karbar yan gaisuwa amma babu wanda naji ya kuma maganar halin da Sadauki yake ciki, yaya ladi ma kuma ban kuma ganinta ba duk kuwa da cewa jama'ar Ummah suna ta zuwa gaisuwa suma. Inna dai kam tayi kuka kamar idonta zai fita kowa yashigo gidan sai ya tausaya "uwargidan sace kuma uwar yayansa". Sai dare na ajiye tsorona na tambayi Inna "Inna ya jikin Sadauki kuwa?" Ta kalle ni ta dauke kai, "ban sani ba" ta fada tare da cigaba da jan carbin ta.

Ranar da akayi sadakar uku ranar munga mutane, dan ko ranar mutuwar gidan baiyi wannan cikar ba, ranar yaya ladi tazo akayi adduoi da ita, sai da aka gama ta tashi zata tafi na bita a baya nace "yaya ladi