farko fa?" Ya fada cikin nuna qwarin gwiwa da kuma qarfafata,maganar tazo mata a ba zata,ta kuma bata mamaki,sannan kuma taji dadi gaki da sake samun qwarin gwiwa.

Ta zaci gidan abbi zai kaita,sai taga ya wuce da ita gidanta,bata tambayi dalili ba,bayan ya aje ta tayi masa godiya,ta kuma bashi saqon gaisuwa wajensu anni,tare da roqonsa a kawo mata amna.

Gyare gyare ta shiga yi,irin na mutumin da ya kwan biyu baya waje,sai data gama komai sannan ta sake wanka,ta kuma wuce kitchen ganin azahar har ta gota don ta samawa kanta abinda zataci.

Har zata shiga ta tuna da unaisa,sai taga bai dace tana cikin gida ba amma batasan da dawowarta ba,ko banza ta girme meta a shekaru,wannan tunanin yasa ta karkata akalarta zuwa sashen unaisan.

Knocking biyu aka tambayi waye,kai tsaye ta amsa da itace maimunatu,sai da aka dauki mintuna sannan ta bata izinin shigowa.

Zaune take saman doguwar kujerar falon nata,ta miqe qafafunta akai tana shan lemon fata,da alama tun dazun a hakan take a zaune,kawai dai batayi niyyar bata izinin shigowar bane,kallo daya tayi mata ta canza fuska ta kuma kau da kanta taci gaba da kallonta ga tv.

Koda ta gaisheta sama sama ta amsa

"Na dawo,nace bari na shigo na sanar miki" wata dariya ce ta zowa unaisa,ya tabbata ja'afar din mugun dan rainin hankali ne,hakazalika da biyu ya dauki yarinyar ya kaita makarantar kwana saboda ya raina ajinta da kwanyarta,to amma hakan yayi mata ita din,tunda ko banza kawo yanzun tana dan samun wasu sauye sauyen,duk da cewa ko sau daya bau taba hada dakin kwana da ita ba

"To yayi" tace mata kawai taci gaba da shan lemonta tana kada qafa gami da ci gaba da kallonta,ganin babu wani magana data sake hadasu sai maimunatun ta miqe zata fita

"Agwai" ta kirayeta da sunan da maimunatun tafita sanin me sunan yake nufi,sunan yadan sosa ranta,amma bata nuna ba ta waiwayo tana dubanta

"Am please idan kin tashi girkinki,ki dinga yi iya cikinki,wanda naci a baya ma shahada nayi,don ba abinci kowanne irin mutum nake ci ba,so ina da masu aiki,zasu dinga yin komai" kai ta gyada sannan tayo gaba tana bar mata dakinta.

Ga mamakinta sai taji maganganun unaisa sun dan sosa ranta kadan,abinda tun tasowarta da irin cin zarafin data gamu dashi a rayuwa bata taba jinsa akan kowa ba,ko hakan yana da nasaba da zama dasu afra?,hakan na nufin ta fara sanin kanta da kuma sanin mene ne rayuwa?. Muje zuwa dai.

Tunda ta dawo gidan bataga koda gilmawar J ba,abinda ko sau daya bai WaWata da ?
asa ba,sau tari mancewa take dashi kwata kwata cikin rayuwarta,tasa litattafanta a gaba tana ta haddar hadisan data daukarwa malamin islamiyyarsu alqawarin zata kawo masa su kafin a koma hutu,da kuma izifin data diba shima zata daw da haddarsa,don hatta haddar qur'aninta bata bari ta tsaya ba,tana ganin wannan damar ta roqa alfarma,yake mata qari kuma tana kawo masa.

Ta fannin boko ma litattafan da zasu sake inganta mata koyo da gane turancinta ta karba aro masu yawa daga library din makaranta ta taho dasu,wadan nan abubuwa sune abokan hirarta,kewar da tayi fama da ita zamanta na baya a gidan yanzu duka babu,mantawa ma take da inda take,wani lokaci ma idan tayi breakfast bata sake neman abinci saina dare,batajin yunwa sam idan ta duqufa karatunta,bare kuma ba wani motsi zatayi me yawa ba bare ya zazzage mata cikinta ya jawo mata yunwar ba,tana daki kwance,saman gado idan ta gaji ta dawo falo saman kujera,ba kasafai take shiga kitchen din ba,dalilin da yasa har zuwa sannan batasan ma kalar 'yan aikin da unaisa ke maganar ta kawo ba,don sanda zata shiga da safe basu soma nasu aikin ba,lokacin da zata sake komawa kuma dare yayi sun gama nasu aikin sun bar kitchen din.

To da wannan damar data samu yasa tayi karatu me yawan gaske,wanda ita kanta batasan ta yishi ba,hutun da akazo gida don yinsa nata hutun kadanne.



Randa tayi sati a gidan,tana daga bakin window dinta ne taji cewa ja'afar din tafiya yayi ashe,ta bakin unaisan sanda tayi baqi take rakasu zuwa parking lot na gidan xasu shiga motarsu,saita janye zuwa ciki,ta bude shafin gaba na littafinta taci gaba da karatunta.

Sai da tayi kwana takwas da dawowa sannan su fa'iza suka zo mata,harda amnanta,ranar kamar sallah haka ta jita,sun sameta anata sana'ar wato karatu,amna na jikinta ta dauketa zuwa kitchen don ta sama musu abun sha,kafin tayi tunanin me zata girka musu.

Sanda suka shiga amnan nata mata tambayoyi da zuba mata surutu,tabbacin yarinyar tayi kewarta matuqa,bata lura da unaisa dake tsaye riqe da cup da yoghurt a hannunta ba har sai data kirayi sunan yarinyar,tare suka waiwaya zuwa gareta ita da maimunatun,maimunatun ta dubi yarinyar data zubawa unaisa idanu tana kallonta,duba na rashin sani da kuma rashin sabo

"come-on baby,new mom dinki ce" unaisa ta fada tana murmushi gami da miqawa yarinyar hannu,karon farko da yaro ya burgeta,kasancewarta ba ma'abociyar son yara ba,tsantsar kamanninta da silly mahaifinta din nan ya bayyana,tana fatan batayo miskilanci irin nasa ba.

Kamar kuwa yarinyar tasan me take rayawa a zuciyarta,sai ta noqe kafada tana ci gaba da kallonta

"Zo mu gaisa mana,haba amna,nace miki new mon dinki ce" ta sake maimaitawa dai,sai ta sake maqale mata kafada,wannan karon kallon fuskar maimunatu dake duba lemon da zata dauko musu tayi

"Wannan ce new mom dina,ke ban sanki ba" ba unaisa da yarinyar ta fadawa maganar ba,ita kanta maimunatu taji mamakin maganar,ta dago kanta tana duban fuskarta,waye ya gaya mata itace new mom dinta?,ya akayi ta fahimci haka?,duk da dai yarinyar nada wata muguwar kwanya da kaifin basira,wanda maimunatu tafi tsammanin daga wajen mahaifinta ta gajeta.

Sauke amnan tayi qasa tana dubanta

"Itama new momma ce,kije ki gaisheta kinji" saita gyada kai,duk da bata sake jikinta ba amma haka ta nufi unaisan,abun ya yuma unaisan ciwo sosai,yarinyar ma ba zata zo wajenta ba sai wannan agwai din ta yarje mata,ta kuma yi mata umarni?,ta zabgawa maimunatu harara sanda ta riqe hannun amna,hararar da maimunatun bata ma san tana yinta ba,da hilata ta samu ta janye amnan zuwa part dinta,saidai suna tsaka da hira sai ga daya daga cikin masu aikin unaisan sun dawo da amnan,idanu fici fici da alama rigima ko ma kuka tayi musu.

To hutun kwata kwata na sati hudu ne,suna gama satittikansu suka sake diba suka koma makaranta,maimunatu ta sake dasa yaqin neman karatu,babu ji babu gani,bakin rai bakin fama,su kansu su afrah sunyi mamakin yadda qwaqwalwar maimunatun ta sake budewa daga zuwanta hutu zuwa dawowarta,ta dings musu dariya ganin yadda dukka suke mata duban mamaki,a wani yammaci suna hanyar zuwa islamiyya,bayan ta bada amsar wata tambaya cikin subject din math,shi kansa malamin sai data burgeshi yadda ta amsa question din a gaban allo.

To bata qarasa basu mamaki ba sai da sukaje islamiyyan,duka ta zubewa malaminsu haddar hadisan data yo,a washegari kuma zai karba na qur'ani,wannan yana daya daga cikin abinda ya sake zaburar dasu suma,sannan kuma farat daya sunan maimunatun ya fara tambari cikin makarantar,tun daga juniors dinsu zuwa seniors,cikin watanni shida kacal ta fara zama sananniya,duk wanda kacewa maimunatu abubakar muhammad zaiyi wuya yace maka bai santa ba,dalibai maza da kuma mata,saboda zuwan da tayi da tarin baiwarwarki a lokaci qalilan,kyakkyawar bafulatar usul,wadda ke dauke da wani irin kyau mejan hankali,musamman da a yanzun take zaman makarata,daga dakunan kwanansu sai ajujuwansu na boko sai kuma masallacin makarantar inda a nan suke gudanar da islamiyyarsu,fatarta ta sake wani irin haske,kamar zata tabata jini ya fito,jajayen labbanta da bata sanya musu komai sun sake ja,hakanan idanunta masu wani irin kyau da suke dauke da golden din qwayar idanu,ita kanta takan jima gaban mudubi tana kallon kanta,tare da tambayar kanta ita dince kuwa?,itace maimunatun rugar ummaru?,itace maimunatun inna furera?tabbas ta canza,canji me nisan tazara kuwa.

Duk da cewa gayu da wasu dabi'u nasu afrah sun ratsata,har sun zame mata jiki itama ba tare data sani ba,amma hakan bai hanata yin takatsantsan da kanta ba,qwarai ta sani cewa ba daya suke dasu ba,ita din akwai auren wani a kanta,zuwa yanxu ta sake samun ilimi sani da kuma wayewa kan muhimmancin aure da girman matsayinsa saman kan kowacce diya mace,duk da cewa takan manta sosai da cewa ita din matar wani ce,don shi kansa wanda aka daura mata igiyar ta sanadinsa ba ganinsa take ba,wani lokaci sai taje hutunta har ta dawo baifi su hadu sau daya cikinn gidan ba,idan an samu akasi ne suke haduwa biyu,gaisuwa kusan itace maganar da take gilmawa tsakaninsu,har yau har gobe basu taba wata magana data gota babin gaisuwa da amsa ba.

Tana qoqarin tunawa kanta cewa ita din me aure ce,bawai don damuwa ko soyayya ba,haka kawai cikin ranta takeji bai kwanta mata ba ko kadan,me yasa bai dauko halin hisham ba?,hisham din mutum ne da take matuqar ganin kima mutunci da kuma martabarsa,bata ga alama koda ta kuskure da zata nuna maka yana mu'amala da wani abun maye ko shaye shaye ba,sabanin shi da tun ranar data fara ganinsa tasan cewa mazuqin taba sigari ne,sauran abinda kuma yake sha wannann Allah ne kadai ya barwa kansa sani,tunda ita a nata hasashen,duk wanda yake shan sigari to yana shan komai ma na kayan maye.

Abu na biyu hisham din mutum ne me kimanta dan adam da darajtashi,koda yaushe yana faran faran da ita dama sauran qannansa,a gu daya take ganin kamewarshi da nashi salon miskilancin shima,idan ya fita cikin mutanen da suke ba ahali a garesa ba,ko kuma baqin fuska,a duk sanda zai dawo da ita makaranta ko kuma zai maidata,hira ce me tsafta take wanzuwa a tsakaninsu,yakan bata shawarwari da qarin haske akan karatunta,labarai da suke da nasaba da karatu,kamar labarin lokacin da yake dalibin secondary kamar ta,takan iya sakin jiki dashi kadan yanxu,wannan baquntar da take masa a da yanzu ta ragu sosai,yayin da shi kuma yake girmamata kamar yadda zai girmama dan uwansa,har wani lokaci yakan bata kunya ainun,ganin cewa ya girme mata nesa ba kusa ba,ita yafi cancanta ta bashi wannan girman.
[11/24, 10:10 PM] Safiyyatulkiram: 42

"Ina yini" sassanyar muryarta da 'yammatanci suka fara cikata a maimakon quruciya ta daki kunnensa,sai ya zame wayar daga fuskarsa a hankali,karon farko da yaji muryarta a nutse kuma a wajen da babu kowa saisu,a kanta idanunsa suka sauka,kanta yana qasa bata ko qwaqwqwaran motsi,sai yaga kamar a tsorace take dashi har yanzun

"Lafiya,ya jikin?" Ya amsata a taqaice
"Da sauqi" ta amsa masa tana jin yadda muryarsan ta saka mata ciwon kai,dama kuma tun dazun da ya shigo take jin yadda jijiyar kanta take harbawa,kallonta yayi tun daga madaidaitan farare sol don qafafunta da babu digon komai sai na baqin lalle saman faratanta,wanda hakan ya sake qawata qafar ya kuma fiddo haskenta sosai,wani irin haske me surkin jaa,kamar hasken labarawan Oman,ya sauke idanunsa ga tafukan hannayenta da take murxasu suna sake jaa suma kamar kwanciyar jini,sai ya janye idanun nasa ya kaisu ga file dinta dake gefanta ya dauka sanna ya bude yana dubawa.

Duka bayanan likitane akan ciwon nata,harda alamun firgitar da tayi daya janyo mata shivering,ya maida file din ya rufe,dai dai sanda wayarsa ta dauki tsuwwa,a maimakon ya fara daga wayar sai ya dubeta da da sexy eyes dinsa nan wanda basu bude ba gaba daya,zaka dauka bacci yakeji ko wata muguwar gajiya yayi

"Me akayi miki babba da zaki tsorata har haka?" Yayi mata tambayar yana dan hade girarsa,tambayar tazo mata da tsauri,tunda batasan amsar da zata bashi ba,sai ta xabi tayi shuru,ta kuma sake yin qas da kanta,shurun da yasa ya sake maimaita tambayar tasa,ta sake masa shurun,abinda yasa ya dan fusata

"Dago kanki ki kalleni nan" ya fada da dan kaushi da kuma kaurarawa,sai ta daga kan nata da sauri ta zube idanunta cikin nasa ba tare data shirya hakan ba.

Wani abu me nauyi da qarfi ne ya dakeshi sanda manyan idanunta dake da haske da wani qyalli suka hadu waje guda da nasa,qarfin abun da ya sanyashi lumshe idanunsa na second biyu sannan ya sake budesu,har yanxu tana kallon nasa kamar yadda ya buqata,idanun nata sun sake wani garai garai saboda ruwan hawaye daya cikasu taf yake kuma shirin ballewa,dan bude idanun nasa yayi yana qara musu girma kadan gami da tattare girarsa,cikin kuma sigar tambaya yace

"What?,meye haka?" Wannan karon ita ta gaza jurar kallon nasa,tana jin kamar zata narke a wajen,kamar ta diba qafafunta ta zura da gudu,abu daya ya rage mata ta bashi haquri ya barta ta sarara,baisan tu daxu yadda ya cika dakin ba,tana jinta kamar wadda akaje bakin jeji aka jefar aka juya aka barta ita daya

"Kayi haquri" ta fada a wani salo da idan bakasan halinta ba zaja iya cewa shagwaba ce da zazzaqar muryarta wadda ta fara shaking saboda kuka dakeson qwace mata

"Idan kuma naqi haqura fa?" Ya tambayeta yana dage girarsa guda daya,bai kai qarshe ba ta sake cewa

"Don Allah" da wata irin murya irin ta yaran dake kukan da babu dalili,sai da ya riqe numfashinsa na wasu sakanni sanda tayi maganar

"Ya Allahu,wacce irin shagwababbiyar yarinya ce wannan?" Ya fada a ransa,gaba daya daga tambaya guda daya shine zata sanyashi a gaba tana masa irin wannan kukan?,me yayi mata?,salon anni ta dawo ta saka shi a uku?,a haka ma ba tsira yayi a wajenta ba,yana ankare da irin kallon tuhuma da bin qwaqwaqwafin da take masa,ya tabbatar idan ta gane wani abu tofa ba dashi zatayi ba,da abbi ko amma zatayi,tasan kuma hakanne zai matuqar daga masa hankali ya kuma bata masa rai.

"Enough.....me akayi miki?,salon a shigo ace na miki wani abu?,stop it" ya fada yana miqewa tsaye,ya matso gaba kadan yana zube hannayensa a aljihunsa,idanunsa kuma a kanta

"Ya isa nace" ya kuma maimaitawa,ganin yadda shagwababbiyar muryarta ke fidda sheshsheqar kuka.

Handkerchief ya zaro ya ajjiye mata agefanta bayan ya duba dakin da idanunsa baiga tissue ba

"Wipe your tears" ya fada mata muryarsa can qasa,ya kuma kauda kansa gefe yana hadiye wani abu,wato ita kuma haka take kenan,babu damar fada ko tsawatarwa kai ko tambaya ma sai ta narke ma mutum?,tako ina anni ta janyo masa jagwal,ta hadashi da waccan data gama zagaye duniya yawon neman karatu,yanzu kuma ga qaramar yarinyar da inda auren qauye yayi tabbas ya haifa kamarta.

Wayarsa ta sake kuka,yaja dan qaramin tsakin da ya sake sanya gaban maimunatu faduwa,ya ciro wayar yana duba me kiran,sai ya koma da baya ya kuma nufi window yana amsa kiran.

Shuru dakin ya dauka,sai sautin muryarsa mai cike da kwarjini dake ratso dakin a hankali,wata irin murya Allah ya bashi me dadin sauraro,ba zaka ce muryar d'a namiji bace,sake goge ragowar lemar hawayennata tayi,tana jin yadda fuskarta ta cika da tattausan qamshin turarensa

"Mugu kawai,kamar mutumin kirki" ta fadi a zuciyarta,hoton sanda yake zuqar sigari ya gifta a idanunta haushinsa na cika mata zuciya

"Ya boye yanata halin banzansa 'yan gidansu basu sani ba,Allah sarki abbi anni da amma" ta fada a ranta tana jin tausayinsu sosai a ranta,ita a nata ganin qarshen qurewar shaye shaye kenan,abinda yasa ta tsani buderi kenan tun farko,ashe zata tadda wannan.

Sallamar anni ta sanyata daga kai da sauri tana jin dadin shigowarta a ranta,don dama neman wanda zaya shigo ya qwacetan takeyi,suna hada ido annin ta sauya fuska tana qure maimunatu da kallo

"Me ya sameki kuma?" Ta jefawa maimunatu tambayar da bata shirya jinta ba,sai tayi shuru ta kasa ce mata komai,saboda batason tayi magana muryarta tayi rawa ta zargi wani abun

"Me kayi mata?" Ta maida akalar tambayar ga ja'afar daya kammala wayarsa yake kuma juyowa,dan tsuke fuska kadan yayi

"Ask her,gata nan ai,ki tambayeta"

"Ke me yayi miki?,da ganin idanuwanki kuka kikayi" kai ta girgiza

"Babu komai anni"

"Ko zaluntarki dama yake cikin gidan?" Kanta ta sake girgizawa alamun a'ah

"Zaginki yayi?" Ta fadi duk da tasan ba dabi'arsa bace,amma ba'a shaidar dan yau,nan ma girgiza kai maimunatu tayi

"Kodai ciki gareki ya nuna bayaso?" Dashi da itan gaba daya Duban anni sukayi,saboda maganar tazo musu a bazata,dauke kansa yayi yana ci gaba da matsa wayarsa,wani sashe na zuciyarsa nason jin zafin maganar,don shi bai taba musu yarinya bama bare tayi ciki,amma kuma sai wani bangare na zuciyarsa ke hango masa qani ko qanwa ga amna,madadin amra data rasa,tunanin ya goge daga kwanyarsa sanda yake deleting saqon daya tura a wayar tashi,don baya barin saqonni.

Shuru anni yayi sannan ta maida dubanta garesa,wanda zaka tsammaci ma baya dakin kwata kwata tunda take maganganunta

"Idan ma jan kunne kayi mata kan kada ta fada ai Allah yana nan,duk abinda mutum yake Allah yana kallonsa ko?" Ji yayi maganar ta masa nauyi sosai,ko menene za'ayi bayason mutum ya hadashi da ubangijinsa,idanu ya zubewa anni yana kallonta ba tare da yace komai ba,koda baiyi maganar ba ta karanci abinda ke ransa,maganar ce kwata kwata baya son a yita,tayi shurun amma kuma taci gaba da qananun mitocinta har zuwa sanda yace ta wuce ya maidasu gida,da farko don tana jin haushinsa cewa tayi

"Kai,kayi ta kanka kaji,ai bakai ka