shi da ita wuta ta dauke musu,ita gaba daya tayi mutuwar tsaye je zuciyarta na wani mahaukacin bugu cikin saddaqarwa kan ta shiga hannun koma waye......yayin da shi kuma ba zatar fadowarta jikinsa ya sanya komai ya tsaye masa can na wucin gadi.



Hannunsa ya sanya ya janyeta gefe yana hade rai da wani mugun miskilanci,ya hade girar sama data qasa yana dubanta sanda ta samu ta dafe kitchen cabinet din don ya taimaka wajen tsaiwa



"What's this?" Ya furta a dake yana hade rai. Can qasan ransa yana jin haushi haushi yana saukar masa. Da biyu ta fada jikinsa ko meye?,ko tsabar sabawa da hada jiki da wasu ne?,a yanzun an turketa kusan wata guda ba tare da d'a namiji ba ta kasa daurewa?.



"Ya kamata ki saita kanki,nan din ba irin sauran guraren da kika saba rayuwa bane....ki koyi controlling feelings dinki" Abinda yace da ita kenan yana takawa zuwa gaba hadi da miqa hannunshi yana bude drawers din sama.



Sosai ta tattara dukka dauriyarta da nutsuwarta ta dawo da ita gangar jikinta tana ta kokawar hadiye tsoronta. Wani irin takaici ya kamata bayan data fuskanci shine. Ya akayi tayi gangancin gaza gane shine ya dawo?,bacin rai ya hanata komai,sai kawai ta juya tana takawa zuwa qofar data kulleta da hannunta ta fara bude key din da wani irin zafin nama.



Duk da a rude take amma tasan sau biyu ta murza key din,yanzun ma sau biyun ta bude amma kuma data tura sai qofar taqi budewa. Sake murzawa tayi daya biyu har sau uku amma ba alamar qofar zata budu. Wasa wasa haka ta sake gwadawa amma jiya i yau,sai taji gudun zuciyarta na qara daduwa,don burinta kawai shine ta fita a kitchen din.



Tayi iya duka qoqarinta amma ko gezau qofan baiyi ba,wannan ya sanya duk wani karsashi nata ya sulale,ta zame hannunta daga jikin qofar zuciyarta fal da tunanin ta yaya zata juya tabi ta daya qofar bayan yana kai kawo a kitchen din yana harkokinsa?.



Duk wani motsi nata yana ankare dashi,har yadda ta dinga qoqarin bude qofar amma taqi koda motsi. Idanunshi jifa jifa a kanta sanda yake kai kawo tsakanin store din yana duba abinda zai iya sarrafawa da kuma dawowarsa kitchen din ya fara marinating kifi da zummar ya gasa shi,abinda ya manta rabonsa da yayi. Ya kammala cikin sauqi,saboda akwai komai kawai zubawa zaiyi ya saka a oven ya saita masa lokaci,sai ya saka din ya saita time ya koma ya jingina da kitchen cabinet din yana harde hannunsa a qirji yana jiran time ya cika yayin da yake sauraren voice note din da ya tarar daga William.



Da fari baiko kalli sashenta ba koda sau daya kuwa,amma a hankali sanda hankalinsa yayi nisa da sauraren voice din sai kunnuwansa suka sauko masa raguwar sautin yunqurin bude qofar da taketa yi.



A nutse ya daga idanun nan nashi dake da wani irin shape da yanayi me daukan hankali ya saukesu a bayanta daya fidda cikakken shape dinta saboda yadda kayan suka zauna mata cif da cif,daga kafafunta zuwa qugunta yayin da qugun zuwa cinyoyinta suka bude sosai suka bada wani faffadan qugu da yalwatattun cinyoyi.



Vintage scarf din dake kanta ya zame ba tare data sani ba,saidai yana maqale a wuyanta,wannan ya sanya har clip din kanta pink color daya matse gashinta ya rage tsahonsa da yawansa ya bayyana.



Baisan me ya maida idanunsa saman mazaunanta ba da suka bayyana sosai saboda silk material din dake jikinta,uwa uba kuma rigar bata qarasa rufe mata su ba. Abinda ya fara fado masa shine hirar amna da wasu qawayenta daya taba tsinta dake maganar maganin hips da sauran wasu hanyoyin qarawa mace hips.



"Ita dinma ba zata kubuta daga amfani dasu ba......" Ya furta a ransa bayan da zuciyarsa ta tuna masa wacece ita?.



"Allah ne yasan maza nawa ne suka taba kai hannunsu wajen,maza nawa ne suka taba taba wajen sukasan ya fadi da tudunsa yake" Wani mahaukacin tsaki daya cika kitchen din yaja,wani mummunan bacin rai yana saukar masa. Hannayensa ya saki kawai yana komawa zuwa bakin oven din yana jin zaman kitchen din yana gundurarsa. A duk sanda ya tuna iya shekarun haihuwarta a duniya da tayi kwata kwata na shekara ashirin da hudu cikin ta ashirin da biyar......da kuma adadin yawan mazan da akace masa takai qasa ko kuma ta taba mu'amala dasu,duk sai yaga ta masa baqiqirin,sai yaji wani abu ya tsaye masa a rai idan ya kalli koda gilmawarta ne



"Idan tasan me yawan sha'awace me ya hanata ta fadi gaskiyarta a gida ayi mata aure?" Ya sake rayawa a ransa.



Kwata kwata baya cikin jerin mutanen dake da ra'ayin riqau akan yaransu mata na sai sun gama karatu kafin a aurar dasu. Ya dauki izinina daga yadda yanayin halittarshi yake......wanda hakan yana daya daga cikin abinda ya sanya ya maida kwanyar da zata tsarta masa tunani na sha'awa a ransa cikin muguwar hidima da sabgar da idan ba mugun qaddara ba baida time da zata dauki wannan feeling din ta harba zuciyarsa har zuwa sassan jikinsa. Saboda kwata kwata bai shirya aure ba,totally mata basu taba burgeshi ba.....uwa uba bai tsara tsomasu a rayuwarsa nan kusa ba,saboda abinda yake kalla kusan dukkaninsu dukiyarka ko nasararka suke aure.



(Kira gareku iyaye mata,a matsayinki na uwa ya kamata ki lura da yanayin kowanne yaro da kika haifa,don dukkaninsu ke kika haifesu,don kamanninsu daya hakan bawai yana nufin asalin halittarsu daya ba. Wani lokaci yaro namiji zaiyita nuna sha'awar aure,amma sai a masa caaa ace ya fiya tsaurin ido......wani lokaci yarinya na nuna wannan sai ace ta fiya rashin kunya da tsaurin idanu,ba tare sam da duba da cewa halitta bace daga ubangiji,sai kuyi mata mummunar fahimta,aci alwashin sai an turata jami'a,koshi yaran aci burin zuzzurfan karatu a kansa ko kuma sai yayi kudi. Kuskure ne wannan babban,daga namiji har mace idan aka fuskanci haka tattare dasu,idan tana da manemi nagartacce a aurar da ita yafi alkhairi,idan namiji ne yana da halin riqe kansa,ko kuna da wadatar riqe masa matar kafin ya qarasa zama mutum to a rufa masa asiri ayi auren a huta. Idan ba hali ko koya musu azumin litinin da alhamis,su lazimci karatun qur'ani,yawan tunasarwa da wa'azi,duk juyi kuma kada a dinga barinsu suna yawan kadaicewa a daki,a kusantasu da abokai na gari,da zarar dama ta samu kuma ayi a aurar dasu,Allah ya iya mana ya tarbiyyantar mana ameen summa ameen).



Cikin sa'a ya samu ya gasu,sai kawai ya sakashi duka har aluminum foil din cikin plate,ya soma takawa yana hanyar ficewa ta daya qofar.



Har ya kusa qofa sai ya fasa fitan,ja yayi ya tsaya sannan a hankali ya waiwayo,sai ya ware idanunshi a kanta yanata qoqarin kaucewa kallon guraren da yake ganin bai kamata ya kalla din ba. Cikin jikinta taji kamar da idanunshi a kanta,tuntuni taji ya tsaya da tafiyar da yakeyi abinda yake bata tabbacin bai fita din ba. Bata qaunar koda wanzuwarsu a waje daya sam shi da ita. Haushinsa takeji sosai,irin haushin da ko gilmawarsa batason gani ballantana qamshin turarensa. Cikin dakiya da jarumta ta soma takowa da zummar gewayeshi ta fice ba tare data yarda ta kalli ko gefen da yake tsaye ba ballantana tasan me ya tsaidashi din,tunda dai taga ya shigo ta nan din ta tabbatar hanya ce duk da bata taba bi ta nan din ba.



Sai da tazo daf dashi zata gotashi din,cikin ba zata ya sanya qafarshi yana blocking duk wata hanya da zata wuce. Ta qasa ta kalli yadda yayi blocking din nata,wani abu ya sake zuwa yayi mata tsaye a wuya,sai take jin ta dauki iya abinda zata iya dauka daga gareshi,abun nashi kaman yanason ya qure iyakar haqurinta. Bashi da masaniyar kakkaifar katangar qarfe da garkuwar maamah a gareta shi yasa yake samunta a yadda ya so?,shi yasa yake samun daman juyata yadda yaga dama?,ko yana tsammanin izzarsa da dukiyarsa da sunansa duka su suka siya masa wannan.



"Ka ban hanya zan wuce!" Ta fada adan zafafe tana jin zuciyarta kamar zata fashe. Duka abubuwan da yayi mata basu isheshi ba?,yanzun kuma sai ya qara da tarwatsa mata zuciya ta hanyar tsoratata?. Me yasa dole sai ya shiga harkan rayuwarta ne?.



Hannunsa ya goye a qirjinsa bayan ya ajiye glass dish din da hake hannunsa yana dubanta. Kana kallon yadda Adams Apple dinsa ke sama da qasa kasan Shima nashi ran ya fara baci. Ya sake gasgata komai a kanta,yadda kunya ke nuna qaranci a tattare da ita. Yayi zaton zaizo ya sameta tayi laushi amma baiga alamun hakan ba.



"Excuse me?" Ta kuma fada tana kafeshi da oily eyes dinta wanda ba kasafai ka fiya gane da qwalla a ciki ko babu ba,saboda koda yaushe yanayinsu tamkar an diga mai ko ruwa a cikin su haka suke.



Kanta ta maida gaba ta hade jikinta sosai da zummar rabe masa,saidai ya hanata wannan damar,abinda ya sanyata sake tsaiwa kenan tana furzar da zazzafar iska daga bakinta.



"Me kakeso ne?!......me kake buqata?,kome da kayi bai isheka ba?,ka kulleni for good one month.....kayi disconnecting komai da kowa daga gareni......yanzun kuma ka dawo kanason kasheni da tsoro?,me kake so?" Tayi maganar zallar bacin rai yana nuna kansa a fuskarta,tana kuma jin radadin abinda yayi matan da gaske.



"Enough.....ya isheni!" Ta sake fada tana ware hannuwanta tare da fidda girman oily eyes dinta a kansa.



"Am not your......."



"Just stop!" Yayi maganar da muryar data ratsa har cikin kwanyarta,ta kuma sanyata runtse idanun dole



"Am not your mate......dole kisan da wanne harshe zaki dinga min magana!" Ya sake maimaita mata a tsawace. Ji tayi kaman kanta bazai iya dauka ba,muryarsa tayi amsa kuwwa akunnuwanta sosai da kalar tsawar data manta rabonta da irinta,sai kawai ta juya da zummar koma yayane ya rabeshi ta wuce. Saidai kuma ina,yana ganin shirinta ya sanya hannu ya riqe hannunta da zummar dawo da ita da baya.....don dole ya fara saita mata harshenta kafin komai.



Cikin rashin sa'a dukka maballan gaban rigar suka fara balle kansu da kansu saboda riqon da yayi mata. Abinda ya qara yawan adadin tashin hankalinta kenan jin iska ta fara ratsa ainihin fatarta,abinda yake tabbatar mata da cewa tabbas qirjinta tun daga sama zuwa qasa yana bayyana a waje.



"Leave me.....ka sakeni!" Ta tattara qarfinta tana fada cikin tsawar da batasan ta yita bama saboda gigita da tsoron fitar tsiraicinta a gabansa,babban abun tashin hankalin da hannu daya taketa qoqarin kamo rigar saboda daya hannun yana riqe cikin nasa.



Tsawar tata ya sake rura wutar fushin dake zuciyarsa wadda keta qissima masa abubuwa kala kala a kanta na irin hukuncin da zai mata. Ba'a saba masa rashin kunya haka ba,don haka baima san me ya dace yayi mata cikin zafin nan ba,sai kawai ya sake fincikota da qarfin da sai da taji hannunta ya amsa,batayi wata wata ba ta fada qirjinsa gaba daya.



Bakinta yaqi mutuwa,ta tattara dukka qarfinta tana son tureshi tana bayyana tsantsar fushinta cikin maganganunta,ransa ke qara baci,zuciya kuma tana sake tunzurashi......yana da fushi yana da zuciya,amma ba kasafai ya fiya son tashin hankali ba



"Shut your mouth" Ya fadi yana dubanta da kyau,saidai kaman bata ji ba,tana magana ne ransa yana baci,ya sakeyi mata riqon tsauri ba tare daya damu da son qwacewa takeson yi ba



"Zip it....Hold your tongue" Still fushin da take ciki ya hanata gane me yake fada....zuwa lokacin hawayen da taketa tattalinsu sun fara yiwa kansu gurbi saman fuskarta.



"Silence yourself......Don't annoy me!" Ya fada da husky voice dinsa......fushin da yakeji bayason ya bari yayi hukunci a irin wannan lokacin,don haka kawai sainya zabi riqe fuskarta cikin tafukan hannayensa da kyau yana furzar da iska me zafi daga bakinsa a saman fuskarta,idanunshi kan lips dinta dake magana suna rawa,sai kawai ya hade bakunansu guri daya.



Wata irin tsotsa yakewa lips din nata cikin salon fushi da bacin rai. Tun a karon farko hankalinta ya fara dawowa kan abinda yakeyi saboda tsananin zafin daya ratsa lips din nata. A lokacin ne kuma ta fara yunqurin tureshi ta raba kanta da mummunan zugin da takeji saman lips din nata amma a banza,don ko motsawa baiyi ba,bai kuma rabu da ita ba sai daya tabbatar taji a jikinta,lips din ya ninka girmansa na asali......sannan yaja da baya yana dan tureta har sai data dafe kitchen cabinet.



Qirjinsa sama da qasa yakeyi cikin mode na fushi da kuma mix na wani feeling da yaji yana ratsa tsakiyar fushin nasa. Gefe tayi da fuskarta saboda kuka daya taho mata sosai tana dauke dubanta daga cikin idanunsa da suka sauya launi.



"Im not getting into it na zauna ina miki explaining ko doraki a hanya......i have many ways to punish you" Ya fada sautinsa yana rarrabewa kamar wanda yayi tseren gudu ya gaji,sai ya fusgi dish dinsa yana ficewa daga kitchen din.



Duk da tasan ya fice din amma ta gaza dago kanta,don jikinta ta tabbatar rawa yakeyi ko ta ina. Sai data kusa minti daya sannan ta motsa da nufin fita itama tacan,amma sai taji QIT kamar an cire maqullin jikin wannan qofar aka murda handle din aka bude sannna aka juya ana barin wajen.



Ko daga qamshin turarensa kawai ta gane shine ya bude,batayi wata wata ba ta qarasa wangale qofar ta kuma taka tana fita ba tare da ta tsaya tantancewa da mutum a falon ba ko kuma babu.



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Idanunta a rurrufe ta tura qofar dakin nata ta shiga,ta kuma maida key din ta rufe tana jin kamar zai sake biyota ne. Wani azababben kuka ta saki tana jin yadda labbanta ke wani irin zugi kamar zasu cire daga saman bakin nata. Tako ta ina tun daga saman labban nata har zuwa fuskarta dama qirjinta ba abinda suke fitarwa sai wannan mayataccen qamshin nasa.



Ta jima tana kuka gami da murza lips din,tana fatan zugin da takeji ya ragu.....har batasan iya adadin lokutan data shafe a haka ba. Qarar agogon dakin ya sanyata maida idanunta da sukayi mata nauyi saman agogon,lokaci yaja.....saita miqe da dan hanzari ta zauna.



Kaman yadda jikinta bai daina rawa ba haka zuciyarta da labbanta basu daina mata zafi ba. Duka hannuwanta ta saka ta rufe fuskarta dashi tana ci gaba da sauraren bugun zuciyarta.



"Ba lokacin wannan bane sabreen.....ba lokacin bata lokaci bane wannan,kina sake bawa maamah damar kasancewa da 'yan uwanki ne kawai a kowacce daqiqa....lokacin aiki ne tuquru yanzu don qwatar kai.....ki daina bari normal halittan namiji kamar saura yana firgitaki......wanne iri ne baki gani ba?" Taji ana gaya mata daga can wani sashe na zuciyarta. Abinda ya zaburar da ita kenan ta fara zame kayan baccin jikinta ta daura towel ta wuce bandaki.



Wanka tayi ta dawo ta shirya cikin atamfa doguwar riga,ta gyara ta matseshi cikin hair tie masu wani irin adon stones masu garai garai a jikinsu dan madaidaita.



Bata saka komai a fuskarta ba,amma tayi wani irin kyau duk da ramar da tayi,saidai kuma fatarta tayi fresh saboda zama waje daya da rashin bawa rana damar qona fatarta,uwa uba har yanzu mayataccen gyaran jikin nan yana nan baibar jikinta ba,batasan wanne irin rantsatsen hadi bane annin ta biya kudi akayi mata.



Duk da yunwar dake qwaqular cikinta amma sai taji sam ba zata iya zama ba,hasalima duka tasirin yunwar ya gushe,kitchen take da muradin shiga ta shirya abincin dare,wanda take fatan koda batayi na rana ba aqalla a samu na dare.



Da dan hanzarinta take fitowa daga hallway din,hankalinta yayi gaba zuwa kitchen sautin muryarta ya dakatar da ita



"Adda sabreen" Amna da shigowarta kenan ta fadi fuskarta cike da murmushi. Suna hada idanu ta sakar mata fuska da salon nata murmushin. Haka kawai tana tuna mata da huda duk da hudan miskila ce ba kaman amna ba,amma sai take mata yanayi da